|Firstly thank you for the informative 20 minutes - I gained from it more than you initially think! 5 minutes after talking to you I had a strange lightbulb moment - something you must have said can only have triggered it.
My underlying problem is a fear of success - how strange is that. My theory is that if I am successful earning a good living for me any my family, who will support me? How strange when I will be supporting myself but I have always had support from my parents, my partner, my boss etc. If I am a success my decisions are all mine - no-one to bounce things off as I have always done!
There, in a nutshell - I think this is my big problem. Although I have always had a successful career I have always had someone, somewhere beside me along the way - now I go it alone and there is no-one there???
I will definitely work with you on this one but thought I would drop you a line whilst it is still fresh in my very short term memory as it is an inspiring insight into my brain which I have never had before.
Will be back in touch soon
Very best regards